Is This Day Over Yet?

08 March 2010

WOW!  Today is the day from my snotty nose hell!  I just want to go home and go to bed... I don't think that is going to happen!  I need a nap and then an attitude adjustment--

Life Is Stressful

05 March 2010

My life is simply stressful!  I need a vacation away from myself these days... I wuold love to just pick up and run away from myself and all the worries that go along with my life.  I know that everyone is stressed, but lets face it... my blog- my problems!! 
I need to do something that is going to lower the stress level in my home-  Money seems to always be a constant theme in our lives, or should I say the lack of money!  I am searching for something that I could do to make more money and stay home more with the girls.  Honestly, I want it all... I want to be home with my babies and make enough money to be financially stable.   Any ideas?? 
I am envious of those women who breeze in and out of places with this look of "freedom" on their face... they are going for a walk, or going to have their nails done... etc...  I WANT THAT!  So, my "followers!"  (Hehe.. that sounds so Funny!) help me come up with something:) 

Life Is What Happens When Your Busy Making Plans...

01 March 2010

I find myself saying "Man, I wish today were over!" or "I can't wait until tomorrow!" Life is continuing to happen even though I make plans for more exciting events and I am missing it! I come home and work like a maniac to get everything done so I can sit in the chair and just breathe~ I am missing out on that time with my girls.  I am missing out on precious moments that one day I will look back on and kick myself for not paying closer attention. 
I miss my babies being babies... I honestly can't remember when Alivia first walked or those funny things she would say that I promised myself I would never forget.  I haven't written anything down (which is one reason this blog is so important to me) nor have I kept up with taking pictures or videos of the girls.  One day I am going to wake up and my girls are going to be grown and out of the house... I am going to look around and wonder why I spent so much time worrying about my job and when I was going to get to bed instead of playing with my girls and spending quality time with them.  Life is passing me by and the only thing I am carrying with me is the stress of worry over stupid things. 
I am making a vow to spend some "good" time with Alivia and Audrey ...  time that we will all remember twenty years from now.