God knows the needs and desires of my heart...

We are trying to buy a house- a pretty little house that has this driveway that makes you feel like you are being wrapped up in love.  It's a two story house with a room for each girl... (Although I know they won't all sleep in their own rooms for quite a long time!)  We are struggling with purchasing the home and I am struggling with the nagging question of "is this the plan God has for my family?"  I'm scared and instead of turning to God these past few days, I've actually turned away.  I've stopped asking for his cancel and I'm wondering if it's because I'm afraid he is saying that all the roadblocks are his way of saying he has a different plan.  I wish that God gave clearer answers sometimes!! God is good all the time and all the time, God is good.  The proof is in the pudding....